27 december 2011
This morning, i feel very nervous actually....
because i will have my 1st Christmas trip in my life...
after finish check up my stuff, i wait senior at KDO bus stop...in my heart i pray hope everything are smooth and i din bring any troubles to all people and my senior...
around 9am, my senior come, in her car, got 3 others, one is former ukm student, senior and her sister....
Then, we apart to their church which located in Serdang, close to upm ktm station.....my heart start beat faster and faster...>@<...
the christmas program started with the performance of quire team and video about the director of their organization, i call him as 'sin seh' in my heart....
How he realize, start the journay close to dear Jesus by his own, after he suffer a lot disaster and challenging....
i not use my glasses tat time...and many things they talks, for me is not understand...senior Fang Rong explain to me, and she say i need time to knows...
but at least i know How Dear Jesus coming in these world, is through his 'spirit' in a women with name as Theotokos,and dear Jesus is birth, thats why people at that time can see with their naked eyes, but they dun believe Jesus is son of God, and Dear Jesus suffer many challenging and disaster, peoples not believe him...and finallyJesus force to sacrifice himself to save peoples in cross with the cruel ways...and the 'sin seh' also suffers pains as dear Jesus, he get into prison during way to give preach....and the miracles happens...
my heart feel suffering after watch these, at the same time i feel ashamed myself, always not have brave to face problems and overcome them.....
thanks to God, dear Jesus give a precious chances to me to encounter senior Fang Rong and Stelle Peh, to learn lessons from bible , thanks 'sin seh' whose uses many years to understand the real meaning lesson from bible and spread to us....Alleluia....
After have a great christmas lunch prepare by senior brothers and sisters, we rest a while then apart to PD by car....in my heart again praying anything anyone all have a safe journey.....and i also hope myself not made any 'funny'things made myself fell embarrassment....
At night, we have a BBQ and steamboat, eat togather and pray togather, in the end, i feel touching when senior made a wish say she hope all new comer (include me) have learn somethings and feel true meaning lesson from these gathering....moreover, they all are friendly and kind, honestly in my heart....
i write a letter to Dear Jesus....
even im not a christian, but i feel warming after join with them...thanks God and dear Jesus...alleluia...i hope God and dear Jesus forgive my struggless...but i swear i believe you, and truly respect you...
The day after tomorrow, we play at beach....is my 1st time 'made sand castle'...really happy and appreciate these memory.....
after having a great lunch and great 'performance' by them, we back home by car...
But unpredictable accident happens, we have a car crash...luckily all safe but the car own by senior had damage a bit...i really feel guilty tat time, is it my fault, i should not wear black colour shirt and jeans, is not good for them, bring them bad luck...before senior send me back hostel, i say im..sorry sorry, when think of her new car get crash i feel suffering....she say for me and these have comfort my heart....
thanks senior, thanks God and dear Jesus...hope bless my senior can settle with smoothly.....
with sincerely wish.....
alleluia, my senior....
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